Live Boldly. Push Yourself. Don't Settle.

You only get one life. It's actually your duty to live it as fully as possible.

It's a very romantic novel that I've read for the first in 2016 and I love it. It gained my attention after I watched the movie trailer before I read that novel. I thought it will be the same romantic as The Note Book. At first time I watched it, I thought it tells about a love story between a disable man with his nurse. But after I read the novel, it's different.

A lot of morality value that I can take from that story. Yes, I'm a morality crazy. LOL. It's really true. A movie, a song, or a book can leave a deep impression if it's close to our daily life. Louisa, the woman main character, is really me. Although I won't get and find someone like Will Traynor. Haha. Lou is a woman who is very comfortable to live in small city in England. She's never go outside 8 km from her city. She has a doubt to live out of her comfortable zone, because she thinks that she won't fit with a new challenge and  life. It doesn't her taste.

Will is an active and succes man. He's really kind of attractive rich man with a sexy dimple. Lol. He got an accident that changes his entire life. He has a quadriplegic C5/6. By the way, I've met a boy who has diplegic with autism and it gives me a confusing zone everytime I have to teach him. Will is really depressed because he knows that he has no hope. At the first time he meets Lou as his nurse, he's kind of arrogant man. But day after day, he becomes friendly and opened person.

Actually, I thought Lou will make a different for Will. But, Will do it. Lou becomes brave to try something new. She knows what she really wants to do. She tries to make her wants come true.

I realized so many things after I read this novel. It's not about love story between Lou and Will. Or about the choice that Will have settled on. It's about how Will changes Lou. I'm not a brave girl who does everything that I want. I'm not brave enough to take or think about the concequences for every action that I'll do. But Will tells me (he tells Lou actually, lol) to be bold.

Some mistakes ... just have greater concequences than others. But you don't have to let the result of one mistake be the thing that defines you.

A lot of thoughts come to my mind. I think about everything that people told me before and question that I asked to myself everyday. Why I still stay in this place. I really want to do something different. I really want to know what I want. I really need to find for something that make me wake up every morning. I still didn't find it. I'm always hesitate before I take a way.

I'll always think and I've told to my friend that my heart and mind don't below to my state right now. I'm too afraid. I always made a reason of it. That's so wrong. I realized it.

Start from now, I'll try to take every chance that makes a difference for me. Actually I enrolled a new job a week ago. I was not serious in that at first and I just send a 'light' curriculum vitae. I didn't expect to be accepted. I'll never feel sorry if it happened that way, because I've tried. But it will be a big change for me if I get that chance.

I'll try to be a positive. Really. I'll take every chances that I get. Promise to myself.

I will never, ever regret the things I've done. Because most days, all you have are places in your memory that you can go.

Anyway, this love story is not a kind of Beauty and the Beast. Everyone hava a choice and it's their rights. Will and Lou have their choice to end this story. It brings alot of emotion for a romance movie fans. It's so simple, but beautiful. Almost people ask who has sliced the onions while listening to its OST.

I really, really love to read a book, watch a movie, and listening to a song that can expand my horizons. I love to read romance, fantasy, sci-fi, philosophy, comedy, criminal, psychology, religion, and all good books genre. One of my friend is shocked that I read a lot of books besides Harry Potter. Haha. She knows nothing about me, although we've been friend for along time. Yeah, no one really knows what I want and who I am except me.

Thanks, Will.
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p.s.
I insert Me Before You movie trailer. It tells everything about the story (and show how sexy Will's accent is, XD)

And this one >>