Please Have MERCY on ME. I wouldn’t gladly to do it for three times.

A glimpse about a brand new Shawn Mendes’ song and my skeptic life.

MERCY

 [Humming]

It’s not easy to breath. I just can’t do it anymore.

You've got a hold of me
Don't even know your power
I stand a hundred feet
But I fall when I'm around you

It’s not the first nor a second time. I run but I fall. I walk but I fall again. I try to jump but I never get higher than 10 centimeters from earth. I need a help. But you don’t  give attention on me. It’s tiring when I don’t meet your expectations. Oh... I forget this is not my track.

Show me an open door
Then you go and slam it on me
I can't take anymore
I'm saying baby

You lend a hand, but pull it back. For the first time, I say that it’s okay. I can stand on my own feet. For the second time, I can’t hide my disappointment.  Although I can show you my sad smile. It’s not easy.

Please have mercy on me
Take it easy on my heart
Even though you don't mean to hurt me
You keep tearing me apart
Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart
Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart

Please, I beg for your mercy. I’m not a superman. I need a help.

  

I'd drive through the night
Just to be near you baby
Heart old and testified
Tell me that I'm not crazy

I stay because I believe that there will be a light way. But, I’m wrong. It’s just an illusion in my own head. I work all day and all night to fulfill your desire. It’s really not easy to work without paid. I’m overwork. No appreciation at all.

I'm not asking for a lot
Just that you're honest with me
My pride Is all I got
I'm saying baby

If you can't give what I want, then you have to show me the other way. Or I can walk out from this track.

Please have mercy on me
Take it easy on my heart
Even though you don't mean to hurt me
You keep tearing me apart
Would you please have mercy on me
I'm a puppet on your string
And even though you got good intentions
I need you to set me free
Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart
Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart

I know that you don’t have any intentions to make it difficult. I’ve done everything to please you, hope that it will make me happy too.  It takes me down a thousand times deeper. I run out of my breath.

Consuming all the air inside my lungs
Ripping all the skin from off my bones
I'm prepared to sacrifice my life
I would gladly do it twice
Consuming all the air inside my lungs
Ripping all the skin from off my bones
I'm prepared to sacrifice my life
I would gladly do it twice

Why I still do it. I can do better at other fields. I don’t want to sacrifice my whole life. I won’t feel this misery. I wouldn’t gladly do it for three times. Not anymore.

Please have mercy on me
Take it easy on my heart
Even though you don't mean to hurt me
You keep tearing me apart
Would you please have mercy on me
I'm a puppet on your string
And even though you got good intentions
I need you to set me free
I'm begging you for mercy, mercy
I'm begging you, begging you please baby
I'm begging you for mercy, mercy
Oh, I'm begging you, I'm begging you, yeah

[Humming]

Please, help me to stop this all. I don’t need money or presents for everything that I’ve done. It’s okay. I just need you to show me the exit. So, I can breath and live again.

Thanks for the two years pain.